Funny...

Funny how I always couldn't tell you how I really felt. I could write it all, but when you gave me that answer, my tongue went numb and I was at a loss for words. But I still felt the same. The only difference is that I could never tell you about it anymore. It would have to be more suttle, because it just felt wrong.

You would never know how much I dreamt of you. All of those fantasies that I had. Everything that I wanted to do, all those places that I'd like to go with you. I'd draw you a new horizon and fly you there, even if it was just in my imagination. It'd be a special place, just for me and you. Nobody else would know. It'd be a secret.

But its too far away now. But, funny how I'm still standing. I guess somehow you gave me a little something before you left. I guess I did too. I hope you remember, because I do.

Funny... how I don't hate you. Funny how I still could fall in love with you.

And now. Funny, how when I even think of you, I cried so hard I think my tears have run dry.

Funny how I still kinda love you. But eventually, I'll just think all of this a great fiasco to remember. Of how we got to know each other and went beyond friends and probably, for awhile, were in love.

Funny how we're standing on different sides now. But still standing.

Bleeding...

Funny how I don't regret it. Not one moment.