i still don't understand why i weep for something that doesn't belong to me. the question is: how do you un-invest into something when you somehow feel your entire being is connected to it? Anger has its moments, but somehow it cools down to sad disappointment. So here, i'm not talking about anger or sadness. I bet its just this thing called emotion. Well my emotional center might as well me doing some kinda limbo-tango dance because it seems i'm in for a rodeo ride most of the time. But that's the wonder i see in everything. So meh, i'll just hop on for the ride and pray to god to give me strength to ride through these waves.