i guess....

i gotta stop saying i guess, because i don't guess about it any longer.

But I'm lucky, because I had the chance to say the things that I've had hidden all this while. I should have said it earlier, perhaps. But some things are better said and told when the time comes. Perhaps I was also waiting to see if it would even get this far. Because if there wasn't a common question hanging in the air, it would mean that we were probably on a different page altogether. I guess I think too much at times, think too far. But that just shows the amount of time and effort I am willing to put into it (and all this is without me even knowing it). Some things just are worth your while. It just can't be explained with words. Because if they could, then shakespear would have married all the women in the world. But he didn't, because perhaps he only showed that he could only give his life and heart to one person. The whole world would see his performance, but only one person would see him as a complete person. Because when a man decides that he wants something, he really puts everything into it. And when that "something", not meaning to be crude, is a woman; well that is just a whole new level of giving everything. Men don't shed tears (not in public at least) not because blood is their way of declaring manhood, but because tears get in the way of all that effort needed to show that one person that she means the world to him. Women are the downfall of all men. But they forgot to mention that it is a fall into a more complete way of life. Because if there is one thing that men are bad at, it is that of accepting help and comfort. They need a real lady for that. Men don't cry infront of other men, they only cry to women who they cherish. But before they cry, they will be strong as steel for you in everything they do. A real man doesn't horde his profits in a vault for himself, but will want to find someone to share it with. Because in the end he knows that all the money in the world could never buy him happiness. Only a woman who is willing to share life with him would be able to complete that need. And that's why men usually buy gifts for women. Because there are only a few who truly have the courage to look into a woman's eye and show their weakness and love for them. Gifts are just so much easier.

And maybe this part might only be just for me. But having someone there with you to share your joy and sorrow. I'd gladly erase February 14th from the calender and challenge myself to spend every single day to make that girl happy, as if she was a princess, as if valentine's lasted forever. In the end, you're not looking for something. That something is just a thing, a feeling, an item. You're looking for somebody to share that feeling with. Because what you feel is just half the equation.

So really what Tom Cruise once said in Jerry Maguire: "You complete me." That is perhaps the one true thing any man can admit to a woman.

So really, you do..you do...